Robbie's life and his band project

This is Working Life?

2010-08-28T03:10:00.006+08:00

I was wondering this few days, is this my life until the day i bcome old. Because im working from 8am to 7pm... suppose to be 8am to 8pm because lack of worker. Anyway, im still working for 10 hours and from monday to saturday alternately,...that is not the worst part. The worst part is, even when im sleeping, ill still dream bout im working. See how fun is that?

Now that is real life.. haha... Seriously, im not the kind of person that will work for 12/7, Cos this company want me to work everyday even weekend... i like freedom and i wan to enjoy my own life while i can. But the decision for me to choose between which job, is very hard. めんどくさい！
Not that i got a lot of choices. But once i made a wrong decision, ill end up in the wrong field and wasting my time as well. SIEN AR!!!!...

"I want something else to get through this, semi-charmed kind of life"

No pain No gain

2010-06-21T02:33:00.006+08:00

I am so damn free in this summer holiday, so i end up camping forum n reading jokes... After a while, i found this meaningful post. For all my family and friends that have been working so hard this lately... this is for you...

Accept the Pain, Future will be Fruitful…

Don't feel the work you are doing is pain, because there will be always a
reason for that pain or work.

So face the pain, for the pain you face, there will be definitely
happiness ahead.

"Don't ask for a lighter load, but pray god for a stronger back"

Those Days...

2010-04-28T19:01:00.014+08:00

Last few days, i accidentally format my exhdd, when i was suppose to format my father laptop =.=". Then it took me 3 days to recover everything in my exhdd. But everything is messed up, so i have to sort everything out cos everything in my exhdd is in 1 folder. Then i look through whats in that folder i found this few pictures...

LOL... this picture was taken when i finished my foundation EXAM. Hmm... i think it was 3 or 4 year ago. Right after my last paper at 4pm, we straight "cheong" to Genting. When i look at my hair style, i was like "hahaha... typical lala". Aiyo, cannot blame la, that time still like to main-main. NEXT PICTURE TS!!

Lol... Eddy with his "tattoo". At least this tattoo manage to last more than 2 weeks if im not wrong. His look macan gangster that time. Now, he is a nerd. HAHAHAHA... At least better than gangster.

Then after that genting trip, i went to singapore with eddy. Still noob semacan.. haha

that time still with hip hop style with lala hairstyle.. haha. @.@

Next, a trip to pangkor b4 my mechanical year 1 start.

Posing with vince. Notice how fat i was back then. lol.

Another picture of vince, posing on top of a rock.

And last picture , the ultimate lion hair style!!!Lol...(no comment)

Well then thats all for this post. For those who accidently delete or format their files, can try to use this software Recuva

Im so tired!!!!

2010-04-14T06:08:00.003+08:00

Its 6am in the morning n im still online =]. My neighbor started to wake up and go work while me, just started to come back home n ready to sleep.. haha.. its been 3 days im doing this routine.. just like living at uk. Sooner or later im going to become like uk people because there is still 3 more assignment to do which i havent start yet. All bcos of this DAMN PROJECT, this damn fucking final year project. Never know it was so damn hard to write a 6 thousand words report. I admit because my english not that good, always got grammar mistake. Beside this, my damn fan simulation always give me headache result and unsure data that cannnot be present to lecturer. This is FUCKED UP PROJECT!! next week is my last week for this sem, Guess when is the due date for all these courseworks. ^^

3 weeks of hell!!

2010-03-29T03:52:00.003+08:00

Oh shit, i just don't feel like handling this stress anymore. I cant sleep well at night bcos of this shit assignment that keep making problem and i have to think of how to solve it every second. Before i go sleep ill think how to solve and what should i do next step. When i said i keep think of this assignment every second, i really mean it. Eat, Drive, Talk to fren, Watching movie and even when i dream, i dream about this assignment. Everyday keep plan and think what should i do next. Oh god, pls make this 3 months past as soon as possible. 5 assignment to due in 3 weeks and all not even half way... haha... Now its 4.04am in the morning, I think im moving but i go no where.

SO JUST KILL ME PLEASE!!!!

Half Boiled Egg

2010-03-14T02:03:00.008+08:00

The Half Boiled Egg is a punk and metal rock band formed in 2008 in The University of Nottingham Malaysia Campus by Robbie Lim, Timothy Ng and Christopher Charles during their second year in mechanical engineering. The band name was a last minutes idea that came out from Timothy Ng during the last few min before the deadline to sign up for the audition for the Talent Quest. The name is made to be humorous to make people laugh, tho most of the members not agree with the name because it sound so gay and stupid. There were only 4 members during 2008 and Robbie was the lead vocal until 2009, then came along Alex Koh that joined the band to become lead vocal. The members are Robbie Lim (guitarist, backing vocals), Timothy Ng (drummer), Christopher Charles (lead guitarist) Roey (bassist) and Alex (lead vocal).

From left Timothy, Alex, Robbie, Chris, Roey

The band joined the Talent Quest in 2010. In the 1st audition they played the Iron Lungs by Radiohead. The members was very nervous because it was their first performing in public. After that, the band had an invitation to perform for Civil Engineering Night. The band perform Warning and 21 guns by Greenday. That was the last performance for Half Boiled Egg.

This was our 1st public performance. i would call this a warming up song... cos we all havent get used to the situation yet.. but the second song 21 guns is very nice, too bad no 1 record the vid for us.

LOL... DAMN... i love write all these stuff like this.... just like in wikipedia.. hahaha...

Holiday

2010-01-30T23:59:00.002+08:00

My holiday just started last 2 week and that, is my worst holiday i ever had.. only 2 days of holiday. The worst part is my car rim got scratched and i "dropped" my money on that stupid trip. Anyway, i dedicate this song to those people having holiday just like me... tho my holiday is very short..

haha.. the last part is a bit messy, cos i dont know when is the closing ><.

MCR - I Don't Love You

2009-11-17T18:02:00.002+08:00

Sien, everyday rain. Can't go jog or even play game. So play guitar ^^ lol.

Shit already week 8!!! 4 more weeks will be the end of my 1st sem!!! Sigh.

This is the last song!!

2009-10-09T00:28:00.002+08:00

Well, i think this will be your last song on that concert that night... lol

This may be the last thing that I write for long
Can you hear me smiling when I sing this song?
For you and only you

As I leave will you be someone to say good-bye?
As I leave will you be someone to wipe your eye?
My foot is out the door and you can't stop me now

You wanted the best
It wasn't me
Will you give it back?
Now I'll take the lead
When there's no more room to make it grow
I'll see you again
You'll pretend you're naive
Is this what you want?
Is this what you need?
How you end up? Let me know

As I go remember all the simple things you know
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song

The hearts start breaking as the year is gone
The dream's beginning and the time rolls on
It seems so surreal
And now I sing it
Somehow I knew that it would be this way
Somehow I knew that it would slowly fade
Now I am gone
Just try and stop me now

You wanted the best
It wasn't me
Will you give it back?
Now I'll take the lead
When there's no more room to make it grow
I'll see you again
You'll pretend you're naive
Is this what you want?
Is this what you need?
How you end up? Let me know

As I go remember all the simple things you know
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song

Will you need me now
You'll find a way somehow
You wanted to
I want it too

As I go remember all the simple things you know
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song

As I go remember all the simple things you know
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song

Deep shit

2009-10-03T22:14:00.003+08:00

This is the picture that is always in my mind to cheer myself up when im full of stress. Just the 1st week of the 1st sem, i already got 2 assignment. Then my final year project need me to take the most hardest module in mechanical engineering. Even the lecturer that teach that module ask student not to take that module. 1st time for me to see this thing happen, i mean the lecturer recommended student not to take that subject. Oh well, i guess im in DEEP SHIT NOW...

TAGGED zzz

2009-08-01T00:01:00.002+08:00

Once you've been tagged, you have to answer all the question HONESTLY.Lastly choose 6 people to be tagged :)

1.How old were you when you had your first relationship?
not there yet...lol

2. Are you taken/single?
Single

3. Do you like anyone right now?
No idea

4. Ever had your heartbroken?
dont know

5.Miss anyone right now?
everyone?

6. Who was the last person you sent a text to?
Charlene

7.Last person to text you?
Charlene

8. Last person you saw?
My younger bro that playing dragonica beside me

9. What was the last thing you said to someone?
"ok" to my eldest bro..

10. Who is top in your top friends?
PnC lol...

11. Who do you trust the most in your life?
My family

12. Who do you love most?
My family and my nephew

13. Ever been in love?
Yeah...

14. Who has hurt you the most?
no idea.. forgotten

15. Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?
how tragedy is called as tragedy?

16. Are you happy?
always bored

17. How many good friends do you have?
as many as i know

18. Are there some songs you cant listen to because they remind you of someone?
song always remind me of everything in my life... song is my life..

19. Have you ever cheated on a partner?
dont even have 1.. lol

20. Ever been cheated on?
no idea... i wont even know if some1 is stabbing me at the back of me

21. Ever been told someone loved you?
dono... nope i guess..

22. Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?
No..

23. Not meant it????
??

24. What is your idea of true love?
Loving each other

25. Do you believe in love at first sight?
yeah...

26. Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
not sure.. im not pro

i tag... any1 that read my blog since there are not much people reading.. lol.. so u are the chosen 1!!!

July

2009-07-29T10:47:00.004+08:00

This month is a very busy month, i gotta say. Not only for me, even those everyone around me are also busy. Everyone is preparing for theirs exam, mid-term assignment and so on. I dont have to chat with every1 of them to know that they are busy, only a few is enough, one of them is busy means every1 is busy lol.. cos college system is always the same.. Hmm.. actually not to say everyone is busy, cos i know some of them busy about "something" else which is not important (games like wow)... if u get what i mean... LOL. So this month there is no hanging out with frens for movies, yamcha, cc or even dota at home. Hmm.. not to say totally didnt hang out, at least key earn got holiday so manage to hang out for movie and yam cha with him and my sabah fren. As for me, im busy traveling from places to places. Its like every week ill go some where else. Klang >>> Malacca>>>Klang>>>Pangkor>>>Klang>>>Genting Highland>>>Klang>>>Kuantan. Fuh... whole month weekends all occupied.. lol.

Holyshit, Im late for something else.. Derrick gonna diu me for sure.. ciaoz

NEW SPEAKER!!! lol...

2009-06-24T22:58:00.005+08:00

Last few days, my sis had a minor accident on my kelisa when fetching my bro to tae kwan do class. The that bang my kelisa was a pajero, so obviously that guy got no problem at all, but my kelisa got 1 more dent which make it look more like "fast and furious tokyo drift" style. Something like this

Notice the RED box, that is the dent im talking about lol...

Well, of course his looks much better than mine. My 1, just a small corak behind car. At the side there also got 1 dent, thanks to that crazy uncle that punch on my car. Anyway back to the pajero case. My sis trying to negotiate with him on how much he should pay. She tried to ask him to give rm100, but that guy only give rm50. She tried her best already i guess. Then i went to my bro's fren that open an accessories shop to ask him where i can fix my car, cos he got a lot of link about cars and where is the cheapest place to fix this problem. Then when i reach that shop that repair told me the cost to fix this fucking small dent is rm180. Which means the rm50 not even enough to cover half of the fixing cost. So the rm50 save it for prawn mee or ba ku teh better, thats what my bro fren said. Then i lepak on my bro's fren accesscories shop a while, then i realize that my front speaker spoilt already. So i ask him the price to change the front speaker. He said changing front is pointless bcos the sound not strong enough and bla bla bla.. a lot of stuff which im lazy to talk about it.. lol. so i shifted my back speaker to front and put a new set of speaker at the back. This is the picture of my back speaker.

Pioneer~ but cheap 1.. lol

The price is only about 180 including service charge.. or he didnt charge me any service.. i guess..I tested the sound, fuh very satisfying ^^ lol. I was suppose to spend money on fixing the dent on my car, but now ended up spending on accessories with the same amount of cost lol...

My 1st Modeling session

2009-06-14T20:16:00.002+08:00

Last few weeks, i got a request from my sister in law. She asked me to find a few friends including me to go for photo shooting at the beach. So then, i went to ask my friend 1 by 1 to join me just like making a model crew LOL... Anyway i still like to call all of them "my crew" haha... So i asked Derrick, Lai, Ts and Charlene. So they agree to join me for photo shooting, but too bad the timing is not good at all cos most of us busy right now. Then my sister in law changed the destination to studio because all of us dont have enough time to travel to port dickson or tanjung sepat. Too bad in this photo shooting session, Ts couldnt make it because he got class to attend. So end up only me, dc, lai, and charlene. She told me to inform all my friends that what kind of theme that she wanted. She want a cool theme and a beach theme. But most of us didnt like the beach theme cos we dont have "6 pack" lol. So we end up wearing t shirt for beach theme.. haha..

This is my very first time to become a model for a photo shooting. Hmm, i didnt feel any nervous maybe because the photographer is my sis in law and the studio i mentioned just now is my home lol...Maybe if the photographer is other person then i'll feel nervous. Anyway lets cut the crap and lets get to the pictures. Since im so free... lets just upload all of my pictures and my crew :D

These are my crew members n me :P

like having fun, with a national geographic symbol lol...

Next, are the picture that im whacking lai lol:

Cool and Beach theme:

Rocking with my guitar

Back 2 back with lai

Act cool

Taking off my Ray Ban ^^

Surfing pose with my Ray Ban

Random pictures

2009-05-30T15:09:00.013+08:00

Well, having my summer holiday now~. Hmm, let see what plan i got in this summer.. "NOTHING" lol. Everytime when i got my summer holidays, every1 else will start their classes or courses. So that leave me no choice to entertain myself. Lets see, on the 1st day when i came back from redang my dad already ask me to go find work (=.=") I havent enjoy the 1st week of my holiday yet. *Sigh* But then b4 i go find work, i wanna do some random stuff, like grab my sis in law's dslr camera and drive around klang act like pro photographer and drive around klang freely!!. So i drive from

Klang Jaya-->Taman Chi liung--> Bandar Botanic--> Bandar Puteri--> Kampung Jawa--> Klang Jaya

hmm.. i took a few pictures, but only at taman chi liung n bandar botanic.. so the rest like not much of ART feeling in it.. =P

This 1 i like the green colour... feel relax lol

This pic i like the most... hehe check out the water!!

And this 1 too.. but a bit darker..

LOH MEE!! its been a while since the last time i eat loh mee!! and my ah ma loh mee.. is the best!!
Okay after a few arrangement and setting then i got this shot

Blur EFFECT!!

and next this is the botanic picture i was talking about

you guys can actually guess where is this place... lol, (Tips=look at the building on the left)

lastly back home n take this picture...hehe

Some how i drive from taman to taman, i can get the road trip feeling.. haha.. maybe im so desperate for road trip. But i guess road trip's stuff will delay until further notice :P cos now i got job already.. need to work everyday *sigh*... Its time to earn some money and get my new guitar!!

Random

2009-05-10T23:10:00.002+08:00

There is no such thing as perfection in this world,
If there is a perfection in this world,
Then there is nothing to look forward in life.
People always used to said something are perfect, but that is due to their own view. Not everyone will agree with him or her. That is why people keep seeking for perfection. There is always a room for improvement in everything.

The Road never ends while I'm travelling
i will stop my journey when I found my desired destination

The 100

2009-04-18T20:45:00.004+08:00

001. Real Name: Lim Kok Wei
002. Nickname(s): Kok Wei,Robbie, Rob, Kokku Wei(from lai), Kw and etc.
003. Age: 21
004. Horoscope: Libra
005. Male or Female: Male
006. Elementary: Tadika Joy Kid if im not wrong
007. Middle School: SRK Tengku Bendahara Azman
008. High School: SMKRM
009. College School: The University Of Nottingham Malaysia Campus
010. Hair colour: Black
011. Long or Short: now Short
012. Loud or Quiet: Quiet
013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
014. Phone or Camera: Both
015. Health Freak: Every part of me
016. Drink or Smoke: Banned
017. Do you have a crush on someone: Now?... no i guess
018. Eat or Drink: Both
019. Piercings: No
020. Tattoos: When im the boss
021. Social or Anti-Social: Anti-Social, but social in dota.. :P
022. Righty or lefty: Right
023. First piercing: Dont have 1..
024. First relationship: Not yet Happen
025. First Best Friend: He was a natoi.. name Faiz, lost contact
026. First Award: Kidnergarden sport event (1st prize, Proud doh)
027. First Kiss: From mom kua...
028. First Pet: A Guinea pig... i tot of having a hamster.. but my father bought wrong pet for me.. haha
029. First Big Vacation: South Korea
030. First Love at first sight: No idea...
031. First Big Birthday: Donno.. when i was 6++ kua.
032. First Surgery: Not yet happen.
033. First sport you joined: Football follow natoi fren
034. Orange or Apple juice: Both also can la
035. Rock or Rap: Rock of course... Im a rockstar.. check out my vid :P
036. Country or Screamo: LP TOP
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: Both also ok
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: Both also hot.
039. Night or Day: Night for sure..
040. Sun or Moon: Moon with sun lol....
041. TV or Internet: Whatever that show in tv.. Internet also got...
042. Playstation or xbox: Playstation 3
043. Kiss or hug: Both
044. Iguana or turtle: Both also yeng
045. Spider or bee: Neither
046. Fall or spring: Winter and my Summer holiday hhahahaha
047. Limewire or iTunes: iTunes
048. Soccer or baseball: Baseball cos i kaki bangku
049. Eating: Just now was,
050. Drinking: RO water.. ^^
051. Excitement level: Very high, cant wait to finish my exam n enjoy my holidays
052. I'm about to: Start study
053. Listening to: Andy Mckee- Rylynn
054. Plan for today: Do assignment, but never start.
055. Waiting for: Summer Holidays
056. Energy Level: Moderate
057. Thinking of someone: *blank* just like Homer Simpson
058. Want kids?: Of course
059. Want to get married?: Duh
060. When?: How i know. When i got gf, then only discuss with her. After that edit this post.. lol
061. How many kids do you want: 3 or 4 i guess...
062. Any name on the mind: *blank* again like Homer Simpson
063. What do you want to do: Bcome rich and "around the world, AAArouund the woooRld.." from daft punk
065. Mellow future or wild: wild i guess
066. Something you would never try: Something that is too extreme
067. When do you want to die: Im gonna live forever :P
068. Lips or Eyes: what does this means?
069. Romantic or Funny?: No idea.. ask my fren n see...
070. Shorter or Taller?: Shorter than most of my fren
071. Protective or Caring?: Both ar?.. donno ask my fren again.. lol
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: Romantic but spontaneous..lol.. DONT KNOW LA
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: Nice Arms
074. Sensitive or Loud?: sensitive guy :D
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: single?
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: Kaopeh kia
077. Muscular or normal: normal but muscular lol
078. Kissed a stranger: no...
079. Broken a bone: All still in one piece in my body
080. Lost glasses or contacts: No... but i got Rayban.. ^^
081. Ran away from home: every weekend.. lol
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: my fist is more than enough :P
083. Killed somebody: if yes, i wouldnt be at here writing this survey or what ever it is..
084. Broken some one's heart: i have no idea
085. Had your heart broken: A lot of times.. hahaha
086. Been arrested: no... refer to question 83's answer.. haha
087. Cried when someone died: Of course, when some1 that is close to me..
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: got, last time.. i guess.. hhaha
089. Yourself: A Rockstar..
090. Miracles: Always happen to me when im hopeless and scared
091. Love at first sight: refer above
092. Heaven: Let the god choose.
093. Santa Claus: NEver come to malaysia cos too hot
094. Tooth Fairy: They never come.. just like santa, lol
095. Kiss in the first date: Not yet happen
096. Angels: I need 1.. hahaha
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now? : Last time got.. now no more..
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now? : yeap im happy.. but i would be much happier if im rich.. haha
099. Do you believe in God? : yes.. i believe in guan nim ma, guan teh gong n etc...
100. Tag 10 persons : Tian Shen a.k.a Eddy, Derrick Chin, Sathes, Charlene, Vincent Tan, Stephanie, Jiok Sin, Siew Feng, Colin, and Kwai Fei. i dont have much blogger fren.. so i copy ts's tag.. haha

JUMPER- 3rd eye blind

2009-03-15T22:16:00.004+08:00

I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies
That you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again
I would understand
I would understand
The angry boy, a bit too insane
Icing over a secret pain
You know you don't belong
You're the first to fight
You're way too loud
You're the flash of light
On a burial shroud
I know something's wrong
Well everyone I know has got a reason
To say
Put the past away
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies
That you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again
I would understand
I would understand
Well, he's on the table
And he's gone to code
And I do not think anyone knows
What they are doing here
And your friends have left
You've been dismissed
I never thought it would come to this
And I
I want you to know
Everyone's got to face down the demons
Maybe today
We can put the past away
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies
That you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again
I would understand
I would understand
I would understand
Can you put the past away
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
I would understand...

ENJOY... this is the song i got from yes man.. nice song

Changed!

2009-03-11T18:37:00.003+08:00

Haha... finally, i am able to change myself from wasting my precious time playing video games. Not only that, im started to study everyday just like nerd!!!. Well, the reason that i been facing a serious assignment and i can say i lost almost half of the marks. OR... i might even get ZERO. There was a friend that might be able to help me because he got the solution. Then what i ask was i wanted to see how he do. But then, this kiasu and kiasi kia thought i was going to copy from him. COME ON LA MAN, YOU THINK IM SO CHEAP? anyway, so i end up late for the due time n couldnt pass up my assignment. But i did try to ask the lecturer to accept my work by sending him mail. ALL OF MY HOPE LIES ON THE LECTURER HAND LOL. All i can do now, is study hard like nerd!!!

Anyway, as i said im done with playing computer games in my room, so im having so much free time that i dont even know where to use it.(FYI, study whole day will make me bored to dead) So this is the best time for me to learn cooking ^^. Oh yea, since im so free, im gonna record myself playing MCR song and post it in here.

I started to feel sien about blogging, sometimes i force myself to write something because to make it looks like its still active, barely, lol. But then when it comes to screw people in my blog, i think i can write a full damn page with like a few thousand words in it AND IM LOVING IT!!! haha.. too bad because i dont want to make my blogs look bad, unless i know how to make my blog that link to another blog just to screw people like my friend did =P. Again im lazy to do such a thing haha... maybe 1 day ill just use this blog to screw people when i cant stand of it anymore... haha. This should be long enough to satisfied myself for this month =P.

Linkin Park - The little things give you away

2009-02-15T23:19:00.002+08:00

hmm.. this is my 1st guitar vid. Well, obviously the quality of the vid is very noob because im using my mobile phone to capture it. Anyway, enjoy~ :P

Time

2009-02-13T02:40:00.004+08:00

Day by day, it past like that.
As the clock keep ticking every second,
im getting more worried.
Hoping that i can turn back time,
To get things back to the way it was.
But now,
i do not know things will getting worst or better.
Just wishing it to be better.

Screw exam!!! just think about holiday man!!! lol

2009-01-19T23:55:00.002+08:00

its finally over!!! wohooooo~

For the 1st time in my life that i only sleep 1 hour before exam. Thought that i can study more and score the exam, but i was wrong. When i was in the exam hall, my whole body is too tired and my mind cant even think of how to solve a simple question. Well, this means i have SCREWED up 1 more paper~ . At least this is not as bad as my second last paper. My second last paper make me too stress until that i go clubbing in MOS with my housemate after that exam. Anyway dont care about that 1st, because the next event would be CNY. So enjoy 1st then only worry about that =).

Talent

2008-12-25T22:31:00.000+08:00

These few days, I realised that I have been wasting too much time in the past few months. The time that I wasted are for things that I dont really have talent in it. Though i know that i have no talent in it, i still tried so hard. I just cant seem to reach a point of satisfaction. In life, there are many things that a person cant achieve with just plain hard work. That person can try as hard as he wants but he/she would be nothing infront a person born with Talent. Anyway, since i've been wasting much of my time to trying to improve in certain things which i dont have talent in, I now decide to give up on some those things and focus on a few others. Well, they used to say "if you give up thats means you are a loser" but i prefer to become loser in just a few things so that i can concentrate more on some other important things. If i had the talents, i wouldn't have to give up on those stuff because i know i can do it!!. Anyway its all about fate. =) .After reading this, does any one of you guys think i will give up in my studies?

The Battle, Pain and Excitement...

2008-11-24T00:00:00.008+08:00

This is the game i wanted to talk about for this post. That is Paintball, also know as PAINBALL game. Where you can feel the pain that you never experienced before =P haha... Ok, this picture was taken last year ago so its not really important. The only important part for last year match in paint ball is i able to make a record that is FIRSTBLOOD. This first blood is not im the 1st one shot people, is i got shot by other people. I haven't shoot a bullet yet, then on the spot when my head out, pom! i feel the pain at my neck. After a few min then started to bleed a little bit. Anyway, it doesn't really matters anymore. Cause today, im the top for the game ^^, as in kena shoot. i kena 9 SHOOTS. Damn syok. ok let me list out

3 shots at the back
2 headshot
1 shot at the leg
2 shots at the hand
LAST 1, at my ass but not that pain

actually i wouldn't get high score 1.. thanks to my teammate that shot me at the back 2 times n 1 head shot IN SHORT RANGE. Out of so many hits i kena, the most pain 1 is the friendly fire from my teammate cos i was like 2 meter or 3 meter only. Because we playing this dumb shit game mode that is capture the flag. I was trying to capture the the enemy flag to win but i got no idea why my teammate cover our flag and dont want to capture. when i ran to there, he shoot me on the spot with 3 hit 2 at the back and 1 at the back of my head which got no cover at my head. i shouted "FUCKER", cause i thought my housemate shoot me, but its the newbie.This newbie, he is in our team because we less 1 more guy to form a team. If its my damn hosemate, i would have turn back and shot him at the chest 3 times and say "eat this you bitch". Somehow, i feel like im a bullets magnet hahaha... damn sueh, if its girls magnet then good la ><. Anyway, we manage to win 3 games out of 5 games but actually we can win and get the champion. Because of we joining other team for the capture flag. If the whole thing about team deathmatch then we comfirm will win :P. Ok la, thats all for this syok event~! haha these are some of the picture of the result notice there are 3 black spot 1 at the hand there n 2 at the back

This picture show a clear view of the damage that my teammate done to me... haha

Appreciation

2008-10-24T15:49:00.000+08:00

Well, these past few days i learned quite a lot of stuff that related to appreciation. There is so many things around us that we didn't realize that we need to appreciate it. This "appreciate" word goes to every1 of us. It is very important to appreciate everything around us. As time move on, i felt sorry for my family because i didn't appreciate the stuff that they have done for me. I know how they will feel if i let them down this time again. Because i also have experienced the feeling that people letting me down for what i have done for them. It is very sad and at the same time i felt very angry. Well, maybe this is just me.( for the angry feeling) As for the part of angry is because i feel that i am wasting my time, money and effort. Now try to think back, this is the reason why my father always scold me for not doing well in my exam for this past few years. I finally get how he feels, thanks to these few days that what have happened to me. So, there is no too late to appreciate the things around us when you still can realize it. Ok, i gtg study. Have to appreciate the time i got left to study =D.

CLUBBING...

2008-10-04T15:52:00.002+08:00

Clubbing,... last time this word means something to me, that is an excitement but now, its just like a normal place to me, in fact i don't really like clubbing anymore. There is a lot of reason that i dont like clubbing, but im lazy to talk about it cos it will takes a lot of time for me to talk about it... haha. After sathes bday party, i dont think i wanna drink anymore. I felt very suffering after drink too much on that day. I felt very tired n sleepy but i cant sleep dont know why. Wait until 10am only can sleep, i was wondering why i cant sleep n why am i emo when i drink at there... This kind of feeling and situation, i dont think i wanna experience it 1 more time. hahaha... so LETS SAY NO TO CLUB xD... i got good news for those who wanna club.. cos next time if we wanna go, i will offer myself as driver =)

Ashita Hareru Kana (Will Tomorrow Be A Clear Day)

2008-09-30T00:53:00.003+08:00

Ashita Hareru Kana

by Kuwata Keisuke of Southern All-Stars

Atsui namida ya koi no sakebi mo

Kagayakeru hi wa doko he kieta no

Asumo ate na kimichi wo samayou nara

kore ijou moto ni wa modorenai

Mimi wo sumaseba kokoro no koe wa

boku ni nani wo katarikakeru darou?

Ima mayou nureta machi no katasumi ite

ano koro no sora wo omou tabi ni

Kami yori tamaeshi kodoku ya trouble

nakitai toki wa naki na yo

Kore ga sadame desshou ka?

Akirameyou ka?

Kisetsu wa meguru mahou no you ni

Oh baby No maybe

“Ai” nakushite “Jou” mo nai?

Nageku you na free

Yononaka no seini suru dake

Oh baby You're maybe

“Ai” nakushite “Raku” wa nai

Shiawase no feeling

Dakishimete one more time

Arishi hi no onore wo aisuru tame ni

omoide wa utsukushiku aru no sa

Tooi kako yori mada minu jinsei wa

yume hitotsu kanaeru tame ni aru

kiseki no doa wo akeru no wa dare?

Hohoemi wo mou ichido dake

Kimi wa kizuku desshou ka?

Sono kagi wa mou

Kimi no tenohira no ue ni

Why baby oh tell me

“Ai” nakushite “Zou” mo nai

Mite minai you na free

sono mi wo mamoru tame

Oh baby you're may be

Mou sukoshi no shoubu ja nai

Kujikesou na feeling

Norikoete one more chance

I talk to myself

Oh baby, no maybe

“Ai” nakushite “Jou” mo nai

Nageku you na free

Nokoru no wa koukai dake

Oh baby smile baby

Sono inochi wa towa janai

Daremo ga hitori hitori mune no

naka de sotto sasayaiteiru yo

“Ashita hareru kana?”

Haruka sora no shita…

ENGLISH VERSION :P

Will Tomorrow Be A Clear Day

by Kuwata Keisuke of Southern All-Stars

The warm tears and the cry of love

Where have those days disappeared to?

If tomorrow the road to our goal wanders off too

The unusual beginning will never come back

Have I finished listening to the speeches

The voice of my heart tells me?

Though I stand lost in this wet corner of the town

The sky then, I’ll remember everytime

Lord, let me be lonely and troubled

And able to cry when I need to

Is this my fate?

Should I give up?

The season returns just like magic

Oh baby, no maybe

Is there no “feeling” too, without “love”?

To grieve is to be free

That is this world’s only consequence

Oh baby, you’re maybe

Without “love” there can’t be “comfort”

This happy feeling

I’ll embrace one more time

In the past, for the sake of love

I had kept beautiful memories

Beyond the distant past, the life we have yet to see

Has one dream which will make it come true

Who will open the door of miracles?

Just so you smile once again

Have you noticed?

That the key

Is in the palm of your hand

Why baby, oh tell me

Without “love” there is no “growth” either

To not foresee is to be free

In order to protect that vision

Oh baby, you’re maybe

Not just a little game

This broken feeling

I will overcome for one more chance

I talk to myself

Oh baby, no maybe

Is there no “feeling” too, without “love”

To grieve is to be free

For the only thing you leave behind is regret

Oh baby, smile baby

Because life is not for eternity

Everyone, one by one

Whispers softly into their hearts

“Will tomorrow be a clear day?”

Under the distant skies…

time pass just like that

2008-09-26T17:40:00.003+08:00

Wow.. Everythings come and goes just like that. 1 week pass just like that, everyday doing nothing laming around just like usual. Out of the sudden i feel that studying at there is very meaningless. Why does people said that uni life is very fun and they having a great time enjoying it, cos i dont feel anything special with my uni life. Everyday attend those boring lectures, then sleep and play games. i feel all this are very useless. Hope that i can finish as soon as possible n start working. Then i think again, what is the point of working? balik balik, boring life jugak. So today, i plan 1 more things in my life. FASTER EARN MONEY N GO TRAVEL LIKE I ALWAYS WANTED. But all just like a dream. What ever i want or i wish, barely would happen... things work out just like a fate to me. Thats why sometimes i think, do i really need to put effort on some other things?.. or just let it come just like that or just let it be like it suppose to be... others than study n my band thingy... i think just let it be like that.. dont put any damn effort that is wasting time... save my time n save my energy to think about it. The more i write the more kaopeh i get... SIEN

Looking forward with the two band that im forming at the same time... hope it will get better as time goes on.. Once again, i want to keep long hair like last time, n this time, surely will get the look i want. Must do this while i can, next time when start working that time, i dont think i can keep long hair anymore. Unless i retired :D

Second day of my year2's life...

2008-09-23T16:14:00.001+08:00

Hmmm...at first, i don't really want to write this blog, but im just too free right now and got nothing to do. And then, here i am, learning how to blog to get rid of my boredom and trying to learn some html stuff :P...

I think i should start this with yesterday. First day, is rather boring as usual. Just having this 3 hours class but the most irritating part is, in the 1st day i already got assignment. Ahh... nevermind, can do that sooner or later, haha.... After that, go back n clean my damn house with my housemate, lucky this time they automatically clean up the house. I guess everything its gonna be the same from 1st year to 2nd year, haha... just that we lesser play game. Anyway, its pointless to complaints about the life in uni, it cant be interesting at all because im living so far away from uni. no activities after class, only some CC session with my housemate n some other fren. Just cant help it, bcos im so lazy to go out. Maybe i will join music club... at least there is something to do, better than nothing. The more i write in this blog, the more i feel like im writing an essay and trying to score something.. haha.. well well, guess its time for me to learn about html.. thats all for today..

ROCK ON,